the way it was

if just there are chances to tell u,  i just wanna say:

i hate the way it was over,

but i knew there are no pleasant way to say good bye.

i hate to “see” how u were flirting with her while i was around, coz it was hurt like hell,

but i knew that was your way to survive.

i hate all that you have done, i wanna be out of any loop that will remind me of u,

but still i miss u  now like nothing else.

My New VeryBestfriend

DSLR Camera: Canon EOS 500D/ Rebel XTi

Lens: EF 28-135mm IS USM

The Kite

feel like stranded without u
told u before u’re the stone for the kite, didnt I?
if u just still there 4 me
if u just still be able to feel me
but i know u just cant do anything

he is here babe,
but even to my self i cant admit his existence
he was never exist in my real world

we cant worry about the past
we cant confuse the present
coz we both have no future.

though to be able to feel the happiness and joy we must open to sorrow
but still i am so scare of getting hurt ..again

i dont think he understand,
coz he cant be exist in real
and i dont want him to understand,
coz i dont want him to look good in my sight!

Kata-katamu Itu

Dear ……,
beberapa bulan berjalan dengan dirimu di hatiku.
di hidupku. di emailku. di smsku. di telephone call-ku.
di pagiku. di siang ku. di soreku. dimalamku.
tetapi katakan kenapa, setiap ungkapanmu masih mampu mengejutkanku.
sebuah kalimatmu tiba2 saja, melemparku ke tanah terasing.
tempat aneh di mana hadirmu jadi terasa aneh.
dan setiap kali aku serasa mesti berusaha mengenalmu dari awal lagi.
bukan aku mengeluh. ini sedikit banyak mengasikan.
karena kau selalu baru.

dan kalimatmu yang lain, bisa menjadikanmu ada-tiada dalam waktuku.
aku mencarimu direlung hari yang tengah berlalu.
aku tahu dan tidak-tahu dalam satu waktu.
terkadang aku bahkan terhanyut dalam hadirmu.
dalam ada-tiada, namun hatiku tak pernah mendua.

Mercy ~ OneRepublic (2006)

Angel of Mercy, How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a momentary fix

All I wanted to say, All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel, I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy I fear

Angel of Mercy, How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy, How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?

And I see you, Whoa Whoa Whoa 2x

Before just the daylight, Come and i stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere Is better than somewhere
That’s where i’ve been and nothing’s changed

All I wanted to say, All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel, I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of Mercy, How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy, How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?

And I see you, Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you, Whoa Whoa Whoa

I’m so lost in you
A tragedy seemed to be over now
A tragedy it seemed to be over now

Angel of Mercy, How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Angel of Mercy, How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?

And I see you, Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you, Whoa Whoa Whoa 3x

Mudah Saja

~Sheila On 7~

Tuhan
Aku berjalan menyusuri malam
Setelah patah hatiku
Aku bedoa semoga saja
Ini terbaik untuknya

Dia bilang
Kau harus bisa seperti aku
Yang sudah biarlah sudah

Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Andai saja.. Cintamu seperti cintaku

Selang waktu berjalan kau kembali datang
Tanyakan keadaanku

Ku bilang
Kau tak berhak tanyakan hidupku
Membuatku semakin terluka

Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Coba saja lukamu seperti lukaku

Kau tak berhak tanyakan keadaanku
Kau tak berhak tanyakan keadaanku
Mudah saja bagimu
Mudah saja untukmu
Andai saja cintamu seperti cintaku

Mudah saja…

Museum Tekstil

23-Agustus-2009

Museum Tekstil menempati gedung tua di Jalan K.S. Tubun/ Petamburan No. 4 Tanah Abang, Jakarta Pusat.
Pada tahun 1952 gedung ini dibeli oleh Departemen Sosial.
Pada tanggal 25 Oktober 1975 diserahkan kepada Pemda DKI Jakarta.
Pada tanggal 28 Juni 1976 diresmikan penggunaannya oleh Ibu Tien Soeharto sebagai Museum Tekstil.

Teras depan museum:

  

Workshop untuk latihan membatik:

Carnival @ Purwodadi

18-August-2009

  

  

  

 

Situ Gunung – Sukabumi

31 Jul-1 Agt 09

Jalan-jalan lagi..:d; berangkat jam 11 malam dari Jakarta dengan 2 mobil berlima belas orang. Sampai di lokasi jam 4 pagi, menuju danau menanti sunrise yang akhirnya ketutup awan. Breakfast dengan indomie, lalu trekking ke air terjun 2.5 km yang rasanya kok jauh bgt. Makan ’sore’ di resto apung (apa ya namanya).  Balik ke Jakarta menembus kemacetan dan tiba kembali dengan selamat sekitar jam 8 malam.

New Book

~Rex and Sania story [inspired by: UP the movie, Orange Girl (Jostein Gaarder), Inkheart (Cornelia Funke)]~

“Trust me Rex, he’s my closed book now.”

“Why u’re still talking to him then?”

“Ah Rex, try to understand this: He was my friend,and I hate losing friend. So for me, it’s always been an honour to have anybody still as my friend. After all, from him I’ve learnt the biggest lesson in my life. Thanks to him for now I know how to let go and move on.

Rex, u’re my new book to read, the one I wish to end up in eternity.

He is really a closed book, Rex. I just love to congratulate people for all their achievement in their life. Its help me to grow without bitterness. Whatever happened in the past, it was just history.Whatever it was, it is already inside the closed book. It was historyyy…he is my closed book. But, I can’t be here now without that history. So I still need to thank him for everything, for the better and the worst.

Rex, u’re my special orange, though I can’t share u my past, but the future will be all ours. He is just my closed book. And u need to know Rex, on the last page, it was already written as: THE END!

I’ve stacked all the old books. But dear, Rex, if u’re still worry I’ll throw it away and burn it down. Trust me, nothing gonna come out alive from the books.

Rex, u’re the one making this heart beat again, glowing. You’re giving me this I’ve never felt before. I pray this one gonna work. I wish we would never want to hurt each other. I’ll never be needy and clingy, and asking for something beyond common sense measure.  I’ll be good dear, cross our heart, promise for the adventure is us.”

“Wow..dear Sania, do u used to give such a long explanation??”

“Rexxx….”

Then they both laugh out loud. Beautiful day to remember, always.